When I got up this morning my husband had left for work. I felt quite broody about me hair. I made coffee for me and Christopher who noticed my mood.
I should explain that Christopher is a very outgoing gay eccentric who is always happy never shuts up. He is a very close friend and I love him dearly. He is also a very talented artist. He tried to reassure me that he couldn’t tell I was losing my hair, but I knew I have lost at least half of it over the last six weeks.
Christopher then gave me a huge pile of photographs that he had printed off for me, from our trip to Amsterdam. We started to reminisce as we looked through. As usual he started to take the piss out of me. I returned his insults and we had a right good giggle.
I made us another coffee and while I was in the kitchen, I made my decision. I was going to do it. I was going to have my head shaved. I told Christopher who was a bit shocked but supported my decision.
I informed my husband of my decision. He took it rather calmly, which was a relief.
I later contacted a friend, David, who does a lot of work for TCT. He was very understanding and supportive. He is going to get back to me with some details of how I can achieve my goal.
I felt a huge relief. I think it’s mainly to do with the fact that it is rather tortuous watching my hair fall out slowly. At least when it’s shaved I won’t have to worry about it because it will be all gone.